Discussion in 'Welcome to GSWRT - Intro's, News & Announcements.' started by Bigstrads, Jan 16, 2019.
I'm hoping this is a test post.. and not the grand re-entry!!
You want me to re-enter you Rob?........well, wasnt part of my grand plan to be honest......but Im game!
Holy shite, you cunt! How the hell are you?
Ahh, thanks for the perfect English swear word based welcome back man!
How am I? hmmmm......lets not ruin my return with getting into that just yet.
Great to hear from you James!
Took the words out of my... fingers.
Welcome back, mate!!! What the fuck took you so long?!?!?!?!
Now that the Dubs are great you decide to stay the fuck away? Do you enjoy suffering or something?
Just you being back made this a great day, Bigs!
FUCK YEAH!!!! As we still keep in touch from time to time James the mystery of how you are and what you have been up to is not such a mystery to me but I just wanted to say it is fucking AMAZING to see a new post from you on this board!!! Seriously great to see you here!
With that classic sig of course.
And yes, James, re-enter as you wish.
Sorry for reappearing and then abruptly disappearing again......partly due to the reasons I have been away so long but mostly due to the timing of multiple meltdown inducing events virtually right after I took the small baby positive step of re-joining all you beautiful people.
Literally multiple days I logged on or loitered on the board with the intention of posting some more but have been so exhausted in both general and new terms from the continuous and unrelenting challenges thrown at me - its tough.
The notion of actually explaining what has been going on with me, leading to my long term absence - which is something I WANT to do but know is not something you guys are demanding - is the real over whelming thing to be honest, as so god damned much has been going on with me that it would be perhaps the largest of the classic "Big's Essay's" you would ever seen!
I think if it makes you feel better..let it all out. We are just glad to have you back around regardless.
Love to hear what you've been up to. When you are ready to share...
Thank you man, really appreciate it and know you guys mean it as well......which is why your message to me on Facebook was the straw that broke the monkey on my back (to coin a new version of that phrase! ha ha) and made me realise I should get my ass back on here and try my best to be back in touch with you guys.
Trouble is man, you really WONT enjoy hearing what has been going.......as it has been an extremely difficult couple of years, and certainly the last 6 months or so have been the most difficult of my life, and continue to be, mounting and mounting up to an upcoming crescendo which feels like my entire existence is about to implode.
So yeah, it really is not pretty and I am continuously fighting and trying to take positive steps but it just keeps relentlessly beating me down and throwing new unprecedented life changing piles of shit at me with with every step.
Soon I will put some things down in the charter forum, as I feel it is a little too self indulgent for the main forum.......the ONLY positive is that with my entire life nearly at a point of complete destruction, it will probably mean that I will simply fuck off from this shit show.......and imagine where I will go?
The sooner you post it, the quicker you'll get answers from us, mate!
Honestly, don't know what's taking you so long. Seems like Brexit is a walk in the park compared to this delay...
Just kidding, mate... just wanted to say you should post it as soon as you're ready!
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